Nagolumblog

 I thought I knew what love was, but I was wrong. Unexplainable, I find it. Or am I exaggerating? Years ago, I thought I had seen the best side of love, but now I'm rewriting it. It feels so different; the peace I find in it now can't be compared to the joy a lender gets when their debtor pays up their debt. Again, I say, I hope I'm not exaggerating. Uncertainty happens, and this joy I feel can vanish like a bursted hot air balloon. Still, I hope it lasts and isn't just a fantasy for the moment. I lack spoken words to express my emotions, but give me a pen and paper, and I'll drown you in an ocean of love. I love you just as the uniformity of the four-letter word "LOVE" came together to give the word its meaning. Loving you is a habit, and the joy I get when I behold your sight is unmatched. Your smile sends a resounding hope of true love and a constant reminder of how handsome you look wearing that smile. Even the purest medicated glasses can't see ho...

My trust issues often get the better of me. Even small things can trigger my mind to wander, and before I know it, my head is spinning, and my heart is racing with anger. But then I realize, they didn't do anything wrong. It's just my past experiences playing tricks on my mind. I've come to understand that bad relationships can be a hard pill to swallow. It's not just limited to romantic relationships; it can be with friends or family members too. Sometimes, a past experience can leave a lasting impression, and even the slightest reminder can trigger a reaction. Having close female friends, like my peers do, seems like a wonderful experience. They get to do things together, hang out, party, and support each other. I've always wanted to have something like that, but for me, it's been a struggle. I recall a story about a female friend I had. What happened between us was a turning point for me. I realized I had to draw the line and prioritize my own emotional well-...